But I'd Do It All Again, Nevertheless.

It's a vicious cycle -- my life, at times.
Most of the times it's more than terrifying, to be truthful.

But I'd do it all again.
I know I would.
:')

Family Shack!

Jennyto once said she reads my blog once awhile -- whenever she have the leisure to do so -- just to keep track of what's happening to us back home. And I haven't blog much about the family for awhile, so this one goes to you sis.

This was yesterday, Jumaat cuti Wesak.

Ummi was the happiest when Ayah told us there's a Laksa Shack in Seremban town. Located in the not so recently opened Carrefour in Forest Heights, we made our way there, even it was raining super heavily outside. I could see how excited Ummi was upon seeing the signboard at the entrance. Comel. Mana taknya, the last time she had Laksa Shack was a few years ago, di One Utama, itupun Along yang bawa dia ke situ. Bukan tak mahu bawa Ummi ke KL tiapkali Ummi teringin Laksa Johor, tapi Ummi sendiri kurang setuju dengan idea ke KL semata untuk Laksa.

So yeah, bayangkan gembiranya Ummi bila Laksa Shack kini sekangkang kera saja dari rumah hehe.

Bila Ummi gembira, kami laaaaaaaaaaagi gembira!

Ye 'Aliya, Along memang best. Tak perlu bukti thumbs up bagai.

1. Laksa Johor; Ummi's fav. I ordered the same too!

2. Laksa Tom Yam. Anything Tom Yam Award goes to Zaki, the Tom Yan Fan.

3. 'Aliya had Roti Jala Kari Ayam & Keropok Lekor all to herself.

4. Ayah had the Nasi Ayam Halia, but I was busy eating when his food came so sila imagine je lah. And yeah, Sirap Bandung Cincau FTW!

Then it was time for unplanned shopping spree!

Restocked Ayah & Ummi's supplements from this one kedai ubatan tradisional.

Singgah book stall, got some books for Zaki. I bought a comic book by the infamous Tembakau -- kalau tak kenal who's that, rugi besar. *sesuka je letak hukum*

'Aliya monyok coz she didn't get any books, so we had to pujuk her with new tudungs. Bertuahnya anak bongsu.

In the end, 'Aliya dapat empat tudung baru.

And oh, I'm wearing a pink fuchsia top - hadiah dari Farina.

Thanks tau,cik! :')

In one corner, Zaki was engrossed with his new books!

Only applicable to story books je lah. Kalau suruh baca nota sejarah?

We walked around more, hampir semua kedai luar Carrefour tu kiteorang singgah. Bought a few more things for myself and Ummi pastu cam sedar Ayah je yang kuar duit, baru ah rasa eh eh dah dah tak nak beli lagi ayah tak nak pape ke -_-"

But knowing Ayah, he wouldn't mind asalkan kiteorang memang nak beli.

Kalau tak nak beli pun sebab rasa bukannya perlu benda tuh, tapi kekadang Ayah paksa gak beli.

(Sebab Ayah saja suka saiko kiteorang haha)

Janji jangan beli spek ni sudehhhh.

Oklah Jenn, you know the drill here so till then, we miss you much as well.

To others, here's wishing you had a great weekend with your love ones too :')

Letters To Juliet

There's nothing much I could say on the recent watched film - Letters To Juliet. Other than the magnificent view in Verona, Italy where most of the scenes took place, I noticed how Amanda Seyfried blossomed much from her last appearance in Mamma Mia.

So it's a typical love story, but it was too transparent typical that I couldn't find anything worth remembering except the scenic view and erm, the blossom Amanda Seyfried, haha. Oh and the part where Chris Egan who played Charlie in the film, a young English man who kept on being sarcastic towards Amanda for he is very skeptical with her idea of tracking down his grandma's long lost soul mate is just sarcastically indah.

Sarcasm just turn me on, I guess -_-"

Last but not least the part where Charlie's grandma (Vanessa Redgrave) finally met her soul mate, Lorenzo Bartolini played by Franco Nero (who is her real life husband) was kinda sweet but nothing much. Yeah, I can't believe I just said that.

Kesimpulannya, cerita ini gak bisa buat jiwa ratu emosi ku tersentap kaw kaw.

Atau memang benar Along dah takde hati dan perasaan. *tipu*

Luckily it was a free pair tickets from an online contest that I won -- thanks Mix FM!


Thank you Farina; for accompanying me that night, despite she had to miss Glee. Just hope she didn't wish she had stayed home instead, hihi.

And to Shamam too, for a quite rushing dinner before the movie starts. Ampun. Next time kita ngopi lelama sampai lebam okeh?


Untuk sesiapa yang pernah mendapat surat dari Along, I guess that was the last of me, writing on papers. Pages of it. Sheesh.

Until the day I sign the surat setuju nikah, kita blog blog je ah eh?
:')

I Is Back!

And very burnt black, too!

It was a memorable experience altogether. Put aside the dramas and the unfortunate events to make this island getaway a success, that is. Nevertheless I had awesome fun to the max!

Especially when I overcome my past, revisiting the exact spot, recalling the moments, doing the things that I didn't before and doing it even better were the highlights of the trip.

*Ratu emosi tak pernah cuti ngeh ngeh ngeh*


I shall share more photos in my next few entries, oh yes I shall.


Once I finished peeling off the burnt skin around the nose area.
*Ketagih*

Underwater moment captured via Naja's

Panggilan Pulau

Along bawa diri sampai erm, Rabu depan.

Takpe kan?

;')

And oh, don't expect me to update my FB/Twitter status at that time.

*baru betul-betul bawa diri tenangkan hati*

Have a great weekend, peeps!

Lagenda Budak Setan, The Novel

Mati mati Along ingat yang Along dah pernah baca novel Lagenda Budak Setan (LBS) zaman sekolah dulu. Siriyes tak tipu. Rupanya memang pernah baca tapi tak sempat habis. Sebabnya si Rohaida (bukan nama sebenar) -- tuan punya novel tuh tak menyempat-nyempat sangat, dia amik je dari Along sambil cebik cakap;

“Kau bukannye reti pasal cerita cinta-cinta ni,kau takde pakwe lagi, aku bagi Adila baca dulu, dia nak baca. Ok?”

Ok, fine.

Along Form 1 time tu.
Tak pandai berebut, tak pandai melawan.
Along pun taktau nape Along nak baca LBS in the first place.
Sebab tengok buku tuh asyik bertukar tangan, I assumed it was a hot item.
Cuba letak buku teks Sejarah atas meja dan tinggalkan ia semalaman, esok pagi pun tetaaaaaap ada kat situ tak laku.
Sebab dulu naif sangat,pergi lah sambung baca novel Malory Towers balik.

Maka kenangan membaca novel LBS setakat mengetahui ada satu watak nama Kasyah. Itu pun, sebab penulisnya Ahadiat Akasyah. Dan Along hanya dapat simpulkan Ahadiat Akasyah buat cerita pasal diri dia sendiri.

Agak-agak Rohaida (bukan nama sebenar) rasa bertanggungjawab tak buat Along noobie habes?

Tapi lepas tengok trailer LBS, membuak-buaklah rasa nak baca novel LBS balik. Kawan-kawan offer bagi pinjam, tunjukkan tempat mana novel tu dijual bagai, tapi Along tetap senyap sendiri, konon hati-hati taknak kantoi sebab tak pernah lagi baca pasal LBS.

Mau kena bahan sampai sudah -_-"

Tapi malu nak pinjam, pastu pikir lambat lagi movie nak keluar so tayah ah baca dulu, pastu cam pikir bila plak nak baca kalau dapat pinjam. Jadi doklah repeat trailer sampai hafal scene mana untuk not lagu mana tanpa tengok trailer tuh (kes tak jumpa mp3)

Sesambil tu, dalam dok share link trailer dengan kawan-kawan, ada budak ofis yang layan gak. Dia cakap terima kasih sebab kongsi link, mengimbau kembali zaman persekolahan dia yang sangat indah, katanya. Keesokan pagi, dia bawak novel LBS dan letak atas meja Along.

“Aku baru beli ni, yang lama ntah mana. Nah, kau baca lah plak.”

Nak nangis.
Bukan nangis sebab novel tu tebal.
Atau nangis sebab sweetnya cover novel tu warna ungu warna kegemaran.
Nak nangis sebab terharu kawan tu bagi pinjam lagi lah tak -- mau dikatanya Along buat tebiat.

Tapi nangis sebab macam “AKHIRNYAAAAA!”


Sejak itu, kemana saja novel itu dibawa dan dibaca kecuali ke bilik air dan waktu solat. Penumpang bas dari Seremban pun kagum tengok Along tak tidur sebab baca novel tu – tak seperti kebanyakan penumpang bas yang tidur sebaik saja naik bas sesudah Subuh itu.

Okay, ni tipu. Sebab kalau semua tidur, camne diorang nak perasan Along kusyuk baca novel?

Lah. Korang tak terpikir eh, nyesal bagitau.

But I was.
Kusyuk sampai tak sedar gelak dan bergenang air mata baca.
Kusyuk sampai ter-miss dua stesyen LRT dari stesyen Pasar Seni.
Kusyuk sampai tak perasan kakak mengandung diri depan pastu kelam kabut minta maaf.

Sudahnya tak sampai 3 hari, selesai baca.

*puas hati*

Boleh lah Along cakap kat Rohaida (bukan nama sebenar) tu, takde pakwe pun tak bermakna Along takde hati & perasaan! (Eceh sekarang baru nak melawan?)

Tapi gara-gara layan trailer dulu baru baca novel, Along dah takleh accept lelaki lain jadi Kasyah selain Farid Kamil. Sekarang tengok Farid Kamil cam ah, kesiannya kau -- that is if you guys have read the novel and know the ending (wah berlagak kau sebab dah habis baca.)

Same goes to the sweet sweet Lisa Surihani who will be playing Ayu in the movie, she's like the perfect 'Ayu' -- muka manis kalau buat salah pun tak jadi marah, apetah lagi kesalahan dia bertukar-tukar kekasih sesuka hati, tetap ada orang nak (no fair!)

Biarpun Along emosi jiwang tahap habis karat, Along masih berpijak pada bumi yang nyata. Takde cinta seagung itu, so chill. I'm okay. *sambil lap air mata*

Marilah berdoa filem nya nanti tidaklah menghampakan, malah mungkin sebaik filem-filem Cinta & Sepi arahan Khabir Bhatia :')



Er, Along takde bagi spoiler pape kan? *phew*

Heartbreak

The second she talks in between her sobs, it just breaks my heart. I feel like reaching her through this screen and hold her tight in my arms. So some might think she's too young to blurt her feelings, yet I feel her much. Very much.

Pesta Muda Mudi

Woohoo, Youth Festival is back!

Sebab Along ni rasa muda sokmo, excuuuuuuuuse me for being excited.

With so many promotions going on for Youth '10, I just can't help to have a peek on what's in store this year. Hebatkah topic talks and discussionnya kah, banyakkah blogshops yang offline dan buat direct sellingkah, ada Wani Ardy Live from Parramatta kah. Begitu.

So it helps being a member of YouthSays.com sebab semua latest announcements dan updates ada kat situ. Tinggal nak click and read je. But first thing first, jangan lupa sign up dulu la, derr.

If you are familiar with YouthSays, they reward members by holding contests and surveys that rewards attractive prizes and contribution points that you could later redeem. As easy as that! Oke I might sound like I writing off a national service ad, but it is!

And with Youth '10 just around the corner, promotions are shit mad with rewards to give away and it gets better when it involves cash!

*kaching!*

There are 5 awesome ways to participate and promote while winning..


..so I opted to join the Twitter contest, obviously for the love of Twitter lah kan!

Plus it's super solid easy!

Follow and Tweet.
(Pastu Tweet lah sampai orang lain rasa kau nye tweet sangat annoying dan block terus, HAHA.)


But it's worth the try as you'll never know your luck.
Tau tau je dapat DM cakap sila bagi email address yada yada.

Prize tuh tayah citer.
FIRST WINNER TUH -- nampak sangat takde kerja lain, asyik ngetweet je -_-"

Anyways, try lah. Jangan cakap Along sep sendiri tanak share bagai lak eh eh eh?
Plis dong, kalau tak nampak imej imej di atas, di klik aja kasi jelas.

For more info, head over to here!

p/s - Tahun ni, kalau takde orang ajak, Along tak pegi. Jadi pepandailah ajak Along, eh? :D

The Great Battle Protocol

If I can't make to this one great event, there's a super solid reason why I just can't.

As a support to the release of their new album, The Great Battle, SevenCollar T-Shirt invites you to join the battalion of KL's finest performance at KLPAC. Backed by stunning visuals and intense noise, this is one finale that will blow you to bits.

The Battle Protocol tickets now available for sale.
Order Tickets Today!

SevenCollar T-Shirt: The Battle Protocol featuring YUNA & Additional Musicians 21st & 22nd May 2010, Pentas 1, KLPAC 8:30pm

For more information: www.sctsonline.com


To those who are going, lucky you!

Jadi Kakak Saya, Boleh?

Sesekali bila terasa penat menjadi Along -- as in Along the anak sulung - I wondered how it would be to have an elder sibling. Tak kesahlah kakak atau abang. Tapi tolak tepi zaman kena buli time hingusan dulu lah. I'm talking about having adult conversations with my elder siblings, things that I don't say to my parents. The feeling of there's a kakak or abang to listen to me & protect me or say things will be just fine; which I hope in someway I never fail to do the same to my siblings (and to my other adik-adik too). Hm.

Since this is just a wishful thinking, of course I wished that if I have an elder sibling, mestilah dia kena sangat best dan bukannya lepas tangan pada adik dia yang sorang ni. And oh oh, the abang or kakak must be married with kids, so I ada anak buah to spoil her like my own. Ngee.

Yeah, dream on, Along.

I guess that is why I am lucky to meet Kak Sam & Zeeka the other night. They are like pangkat kakak-kakak to me, and sitting down with them for dinner, I wished they were my sisters already.

Funny to say that, for it was my first time meeting them!

Funnier even when I thought they were related, which they are so not!

I started as a silent reader to her blog, entah entry mana yang made me came out from the hiding place. I'm just glad I did, she's so lively in person -- and I must mention, dia yang banyak kali ajak ngeteh, Along je yang segan -_-"

Dengan Kak Sam, lain ceritanya. We are more like twitter buddies, kan kak? And I haven't khatam yet her recently opened blog but somehow I can open up to her, sangat suka lah saya :')

And oh tengoklah how Kak Sam saved my picture in her phone..

..seb baik lah Along letak gambar senonoh dalam profile Twitter :')

To know that they both agree that this won't be the last of us cukup buat Along rasa erm, disayangi? Oke over gila. At least I know I could run to them if I felt like crying tetiba. Or for indie band gossips yang konfem takkan keluar kat beautifulnara dan ohbulan, HAHA!

Oke dah. Nak gi upload gambar jap kat FB. Nanti Kak Sam tertunggu-tunggu. Walhal dok lengah upload sebab leka main Bejewelled Blitz dengan satu impian nak beat highscore Zeeka yang ngelat main dulu tak ajak *emosi*

The Hardest Part.

It stuns me to hear the sudden news that Ikim just lost her father to a road accident just a few hours ago.

I just couldn't bring myself to sleep at this moment, after knowing she's waiting at the hospital right now. I bawled myself out every time I imagined myself in her place right now. Yet, I haven't text or call her ever since I was told about it by the friends.

I can't even start myself to give my condolences to her, I just couldn't. Not now.

What do you say to a very good friend who just lost her dad? Why can't I say all the wishes that I always do when I received death news? Why isn't this time the same? How does she know I really meant I'm sorry about her loss rather than just saying it?

*beats self*

I'll let you lie on my lap this time, Kim.
And I'll listen everything that you want to say.
Everything.


Like you always do for me.




Dengan rasa penuh rendah diri, Along mohon jasa baik kalian untuk menyedekahkan Al-Fatihah buat arwah bapa Sari Nashikim binti Radin Iskandar (Ikim), moga arwah sentiasa dibawah lindunganNya serta ditabahkan hati mereka yang ditinggalkan arwah.

Halfway There!

Ngeh ngeh ngeh.

I found this picture among the 1000 plus of pictures from the not so recent Gunung Tebu hike, shared by the abang-abang/rakan sebaya/anak ikan LLM.

Semua feeling on top of the world versi the next eligible bachelor posing memasing -_-" I chuckled to myself as I see more of their pictures -- no wonder ah banyak gila gambar, banyak sangat gambar bajet ganas tapi memasing vain senarnye -_-"

Along sendiri pun tak se-vain itu, wahai abang-abang.

So I finally sorted out the pictures and will continue from where I left off -- gila lama tak selesai lagi entry. Ni lah masalahnya orang yang suka citer detail-detail tapi bukannya ada orang baca pun T__T

Plans have been laid out for the next hike trip in June, which I pray I will be able to slot in and join them. Knowing June, tu lah masanya tiap weekend penuh dengan weddings & engangements. Diri sendiri entah bila. Tak sedih, tapi senarnye penat nak jawab kat orang -_-"

To tell you the truth, I miss being out there, exploring new tracks & reaching the top of the mountain. Which reminds me, I haven't started training though I do jog once a week. Biasalah, procrastinate lebih. The guys have been so kind to keep in touch with me still,updating and what's not, so yeah I miss everything.

That's it for now -- before I proceed with the last entry of Gunung Tebu, I shall leave you ladies to this.

Motif tetiba semangat lepas tau dia single lagi? :P


OKTHANXBYE.

The Times They Are A-Stayin'

I am considered lucky to know a few good & great people from blogland, be inspired with what they are doing -- be it off the blogscene or not, and share our thoughts on almost everything, agreeing to the little things in life, those simple things that we just don't share in our blogs.

But I'm blessed to still have them around, being virtually supportive with each other as time passes us by over the blogging years, and we just tend to just enjoy our friendship as it always was and god willing, forever more.

Today, these good people are celebrating their birthday and I just felt the need to do this little birthday shout out, as they are really super close to my heart :')

Leeds & I, it has been years and I heart you still!

I couldn't appreciate the things around me better if not for Farina, she taught me how to see life in different ways (dan dalam bahasa yang berbeda) and I love her for that :*

Since they both shared the same day, I am sticking to my lil' theory how people born today are simply beautiful, intelligent and full of inspiration.

At least, they are to me :')


HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR LEEDS & FARINA!

Takda Maknanya, Long oi #1

What do fashion blogs have that we don't?

Platform to blog? No. Blogspot bersepah. Wordpress pun free merry.
Great fashion sense? I don't think so. You could pile up mismatch colors on you, but with the right attitude/pose and confidence, no one could really tell.

So what could it be?
Hmm.

Jawapan paling jelas tapi gedik nak bagi jawapan dalam bentuk soalan -- who the heck yang nak tolong amikkan gambar kita posing bagai tuhhhh? T__T

Self snap pun tak dapat tolong, takat atas pinggang bolehlah. Sesia je matching selendang dengan kasut tapi tak penah pun nampak kasut tuh. Benci ai taw *pukul pukul manja kat bahu orang sebelah*

Stok amik gambar depan cermin,terlalu limited. Camne nak lentok kan badan nak cross legs nak teleng kepala ke kanan tapi tetap maintain dalam frame camera? -_-"

Or setting the camera timer pastu terkedek kedek lari dari kamera pastu nak pose pastu kalau jadi takpe ah *oke kantoi pernah try buat*



Makan hati Victoria Beckham tengok gambar ni. Persis soccer mom on the go. Takde sape cakap pun camtuh, Along je perasan sendiri T__T

Photo SUMPAH candidly taken by adik 'Aliya. Sengih sengih Along puji adik dah pandai amik gambar WALHAL sebelum tuh bebel bebel nape sesuka je main kamera tak mintak izin -_-"

What's with the big bags and baju taekwondo tu, yang pastinya itu bukan props gambar. This is me rushing to send Zaki's stuff for his weekly training,meet Ayah Ummi half way pastu off to do groceries shopping,then rush back to pick Zaki then baru dapat makan sesama sekeluarga. That's us eh-ver-rie weekend *pengsan* Let's just not go to the part membuat laundry Zaki bagai *pengsan lagi*



Now I don't know apa kaitan start entry ni cerita pasal fashion blog pastu cerita pasal Zaki & family.




Oh oh yeah, dah ingat dah.
Along rasa kalau-lah ada orang rajin amikkan gambar full Along, for sure I have started my own fashion blog.

So you peeps are lucky I don't have one. Mau berdarah mata tengok repeated recycled fashion being published everyday, yeah yeah Along memang concern pasal korang -_-"

Happy Mother's Day, Ummi!

Lazimnya ucap selamat hari ibu buat para ibu yang sudah bertahun lamanya menjadi ibu, buat para ibu baru yang pastinya paling teruja menyambut hari ibu kali pertama dan bakal ibu yang berdebar-debar menanti kehadiran si kecil.

Hari ini Along terpanggil untuk turut ucap selamat hari ibu buat setiap wanita yang punya naluri keibuan (maternal instinct) baik secara semulajadi atau secara inspirasi, bujang atau yang masih belum punya rezeki bercahayamata -- kalian juga 'ibu' di mata Along :')

And for my ever dearest Ummi;

We might not see eye to eye in almost everything that we come across and we seldom show affections for each other, plus the fact we can be in denial at times, specially when we realised how similar we are in most ways -- I still and will always love you, mi.

Nak-nak lagi part hati tisu jiwa ropol-ropol emosi berbagasi, I knew well I inherited it from Ummi, heh.



Even when I know I am not as strong-willed as her, or how I can't top the sacrifices that she did for us and the family, I'm solid proud she's mine in every inch of she is yesterday, today and tomorrow, insyaAllah.

Ummi, I love you.
I really do.


Jangan pernah putus asa dengan anakmu yang seorang ini, ya mi?


Happy Mother's Day again, Ummi.
Along takkan mau Ummi yang lain kecuali Ummi seorang :')

GBM = Gadis Blogger Meletopss!

Entry kulapuk on the loose, heh heh.

Seriously, ada ke yang kesah what's happening to me right now? Kalau ada, follow my twitter sudah. Itu pun akan ku tapis sebab Along memang keji like that muahahaha oke tak jadi gelak cam nenek kebayan -_-"

So all of you might know from Leeds that we met up and had a blast eating out, together with Farah & the very unexpected guest - Peej.

Meh, lemme share from my side of view.
Ai kan suka cerita detail detail ai know yu kepochi mau tau ape kannn.

Last Friday to be exact, I arrived at KLCC straight from Putrajaya, feeling very the berdebar-debar coz it has been awhile since I'd set foot in KLCC. Ada dalam 2 tahun lebih tak gi KLCC dah, like, I dunno why but I just don't.

Waited for awhile until Leeds came up to me and jerit "Rinduuunyaaa!" sambil pegang my hand erat-erat -- my heart sank there and then. Blame the low self esteem me, I usually can't find any good reason for people to miss me. Caught by surprise, I smiled back and hugged her tight! Kelu lidah nak jawab balik yang I miss her too -_-"

While waiting for Farah -- where we thought it was just the three of us that night -- Leeds asked me to snap a photo of us for her to update.


This is a typical hard core of BB & Twitter user do, I get it. Entah macam mana la pangai Along if I get one of those BB's one day, kan?

Dalam lama tak lama menunggu tu, we decided to wait at Chili's terus. Knowing the ever full house Chili's, we booked our slot and waited nearby. By now, Leeds & I dah sinsing sinsing lengan baju sambil berborak lah kannnn. Tapi Leeds tetap tak lupa amik gambar. Along je simpan kamera, malu ada kamera canggih Leeds hihi.

Bukti kami menunggu Farah dengan comelnya,hihi.

We walked back to Chili's, since it was almost time (our booking slot). While walking, Leeds checked her tweets and suddenly shrieked a little -- "LONG! Peej twit carik Along!!"

This is the web version sekian terima kasih. Semua perlu crop crop screenshot sekarang kannn.

I said "Takkanlah. Tadi ada je twit dengan dia before datang sini. Along cakap I'll support her no matter what happens."

Leeds insisted "Tapi ni baru lagi ni, Long! Dia baru je twit!" sambil tunjuk Peej dah reply my earlier tweet.

Suddenly Leeds & I both looked at each other and shrieked macam anak gadis belasan tahun sambil jalan laju-laju to the place where we took pictures before -- looking below kot kot ada bayang si Peej.

Nan ado.

Along pujuk Leeds cakap "Takkanlah Peej datang wehhh." Sambil tu pujuk pujuk diri sendiri ha tu lah siapa suruh tak beli BB cepat cepat hahaha.

Leeds then suggested that we waited inside since it was already our turn, tapi tetap gigil gigil tak percaya lagi nih. Called up Farah and she confirmed that Peej was joining us! Tetibe Along ngan Leeds feeling excited siap betulkan mekap bagai haha.

Oke saya dah ready jumpa Peej!

Finally Farah & Peej both arrived, Leeds & I comel je wat wat tenang haha. Boleh tak Along rasa Peej tuh kecik je senarnya? Suka benawww dalam blog cakap besar macam pinggan bagai -_-"

Lupa nak salam cium tangan ibu mertua ku hari tuh haha.

Pegang menu lama gila tapi tak order order. Konfem waiter berapi je lalu lalang tepi meja kiteorang haha. Well, eventually we have to order -- tak kenyang de berkak-nam sajo.

Penuh meja. Moga Allah terus murahkan rezeki Leeds & Farah :')

Dessert special malam tu -- jeng jeng kepala sapa gojeng?

Ah, yang penting Along banyak mengangguk malam tu sampai pening. Oke pening tu sebab tatahan bau cuka, but seriously Along memang banyak mengangguk dan mengeluh dalam diam. Haha ayat nak emosi je lah kan, but it was true. I was so shocked to hear the truth sampai terdiam.

All of us agreed how zaman blogging sekarang is waaaaaay too much different when we first start blogging dulu. Cara orang komen pun, dari yang anon sampai yang takde manners, macam-macam.

Sekarang semua kerana duit, kerana nama, kerana nak masuk paper, mesti jumpa sana sini untuk lebih terkenal PFFTHHH. Kalau kalian detect Along dah mula ke arah ini, sila sepak lelaju sebelum Along terjebak dalam kancah "famousity" itu segala! *muka serious*

Sedangkan bloggers yang benar-benar relax relax je berkawan takkan beriya ajak jumpa bagai bajet happening sangat. Leeds and I go waaaaaay back -- dah bertahun-tahun kot kawan, we hang out sekali sekala yet alhamdulillah, kami sekepala. And I've been reading Peej dari zaman kegemilangan cinta agung wtf kiteorang dulu sampai sekarang, baru sekarang dapat jumpa. Which is an honor for me since I know well how Peej is quite reserved despite she writes out loud. And super funny too! As for Farah plak, biar pun dia telah merestui saya sebagai girlfriend Farell (makan hati gadis gadis di luar sana ya'all), cukup di twitter kami catch up for I know it's not easy to just simply meet up a working mom -- and a foxy working mom she is too oke ni dah lari topik -_-"

Jangan riak, tak kemana pun fame & fortune itu without good friends & family :')

On a serious note, in my opinion, apa yang terjadi dalam dunia blog sekarang sedikit sebanyak menjadi punca Along jarang sekali blog my true & real feelings, the inner me these days. Yang ada sini semuanya yang happy happy sila muhasabah diri aku malas nak sedih sedih lagi dalam blog ini. Ada lah sekali sekala I slip in, but forgive me, I'm human still.

For we won't know who reads here and judge you from your writings and what's not. You won't even know your own writings bikin orang lain emosi membabi sebab terasa; walhal sumpah wallah takde pun menyebut nama, so yeah. I've been there, done that.

Along tak berniat nak ungkit mende mende lepas, this is just a thought that I have been reserving to myself long enough. Long before the feud between the two bloggers happened. Ini rasa Along sendiri, dunia blog sekarang dah tak seperti dulu. Itu saja.

These days, I know better which blog to read and follow religiously tanpa rasa sakit hati dan menyampah. Tepuk dada, tanya selera lah kan? Tak suka baca, janganlah dibaca. Kalau nak baca gak, senyap senyap sudah.

*oke, I was about to write something nasty tapi tak jadi*

Entahlah, semua pun dah besar, pepandai lah bawak diri. After all, pusing pusing nanti jumpa gak. Dunia bukan besar mana, ape tah lagi dunia blog. Along dah tak makan dek puji yang melambung tinggi atau keji nista dalam blog ni, sungguh. Along tetap anggap orang yang pernah keji Along kawan Along juga. Along peluk cium pipi macam biasa. Sebab Along takkan simpan dalam hati. Sebab Along tatau bila Along mati dan Along tamau pergi dengan punya rasa benci pada orang yang pernah menyakiti Along. Okay?

This is beginning to sound very personal, haha jadi oke mari habeskan entry.


To Leeds, Peej & Farah, thank you for the great night out.
Dan terima kasih juga kerana buat Along tak menyesal pilih baca blog kalian dari dulu :')